I'd like to think that I'm a nice person. I try to be a nice person, and sometimes, it means biting my tongue or surpressing my emotions and feelings in order to not be and sound like a witch and well... be nice instead.
Then, after a while of doing so, I start feeling bitter and resentful that I don't get to express my emotions, my true, at-the-moment emotions, which might be anger, hurt, sadness.
I was told that there's a type of person that would feel cheated because they can't be a jerk. A person that feel she's missing out because she can't be bad. Wanting to be bad just out of spite. Am I that person?
I just want to be me, but what if the real me is not a nice person?