Monday, July 2, 2007

One of those days....

Wow... 6 months between posts, good thing I've never claimed to be a master blogger.
I did have a baby in March and I'm planning to use all the new-mommy excuses until nobody believes it anymore. It's weird that I always think I'm never near a computer when a thought comes to my head, and that's why I can't blog when I'm in front of the computer all the time at work, and I have a computer at home!

Why is it that it's so hard for me to appreciate what I have? At the risk of sounding totally cliche, it seems that I take for granted what I do have and covet desperately for what I don't have (or think I don't have). Who can guarantee that I'll be happier if I do have what I imagine I should have?

I need a variation of the ghost-of-christmases or something. Maybe if I can be convinced that I have it really good now, I can let go of my hang-ups of not having what I want and be happy

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